Post by Wild on Mar 23, 2013 18:20:49 GMT -5
Since her impression to Serinth, Raksha had managed to otherwise avoid the speculation that was circulating over whether or not the under-sized gold would be able to properly clutch. She had her hands full as is helping the other riders, and new weyrlings, to prepare the Weyr for the new arrivals. Candidates from Serinth’s clutch had gone back to their home Weyr’s, but now that there was a larger clutch on the sands, people from all over wanted a chance at living in a more remote area of Pern. The plague had affected everyone. Changed everyone. Even Raksha. She was usually known for her cheery behavior, and optimistic attitude. Now, she didn’t know what to think or feel. Serinth did her best to help her rider look to a positive future, but sometimes the weyrling girl got caught up in the past. (More often than not, really.) She’d lost everyone she ever loved, and then some. So has everyone else though, she always reminded herself, trying to boost her spirits with the idea that she wasn’t alone. Her sorrows were mirrored by everyone else. There’s so many other people to think of. Stop thinking about yourself, she argued. She often had these little spats with herself, but right on cue, Serinth jumped in.
There is so many people Mine. There’ll be so many people here. Do you think we’ll make new friends? I mean, I’m sure they’ll like you RakshaMine.
There will be lots of people here. And don’t you mind them Serinth, they’re just obsessed with size is all. I think you’re perfect. I know you’re perfect, in fact.
Size? Oh... that. Well, I find that when you’re larger you fit less Mine. There’s just so few places to go, because the world seems so much smaller. But when you’re smaller, its bigger. And bigger is better, because they’re all focused on size-right?
That’s right my love. Raksha flashed Serinth a smirk over her shoulder, finally having wiped the oil off of her hands with a rag. She’d need sweetsand however, this stuff just had a knack for sticking. For life. The young junior wrinkled her nose up, clearly disgruntled by the predicament her hands had managed to get themselves into. Why did dragons need to be oiled so often? Well if Serinth is growing less, certainly she won’t need to be oiled as much as the other queens. Lucky for me.
Serinth had a faraway look on her face, and it was only when Raksha turned fully to pay further attention to the small gold that she noticed it. ”Something a matter?” she chuckled, looking almost like her old self. How nice it would be to be carefree once more.
Well... the gold trailed off, lowering her neck until her wedge-shaped head thudded onto her forepaws. Raksha knew by now when the gold was embarrassed. She didn’t have to say anything; it was all in her body language.
”Oh out with it my love. Come now,” the goldrider encouraged. She didn’t mind the work that it took to get her dragon to confront her with whatever it was that was on her mind. She herself knew how hard it could be to confess the bizarre things that rolled through her mind.
I might be hungry. But I feel selfish because you just had to oil me Mine. Really, I can wait. Or... or I can chew on the stone. Raksha could have sworn that the gold bore a goofy grin on her maw whilst she pretended to eat away at the rock bed.
”That sounds absolutely scrumptious. Why don’t I join you?” Raksha managed to sound serious enough to drag a whimper out of her gold. ”I’ll go get the meat chunks I stored away for you earlier!” she announced loudly. She clapped her hands together, took an enormous breath, and then spun on her heel, skipping through the weyr like she’d just happened upon a cove of treasure. After washing her hands of the icky mess of oil, she headed on out.
I’ll try not to get lonely, Serinth whispered. She shouldn’t have been surprised that her sadness caused Rask to burst from /between/ right above her. He was quite a fair bit like Her’s, just with zero sense. His slight overhang of pudge made a splorshing sound when he landed on her back, curling up as if he always slept there.
Continuing to skip all the way down to the Weyr bowl, there was little to no surprise that the weyrling had nabbed her sketchbook on the way out of her weyr. She held it tightly to her chest while she breathed in the fresh morning air. The bowl would soon be filled with dragonriders and weyrfolk. Not to mention dragons! Obviously the riders needed dragons to ride on, duh. She shook her head whilst stopping to flip through her sketchbook. She was so easily distracted, good thing she had Serinth to constantly remind her of what she should be doing. Either way, neither one of them saw themselves as a proper weyrwoman and gold pair. They still made jokes about it half of the time, Raksha claiming that Serinth was a green that had just rolled in too much sand, while Serinth claimed that Raksha had really thought she was attending a hatching for wher’s, not dragons. So, the overall conclusion? That Serinth was an oversized green wher who obviously got mistaken for a mini-gold due to all the sand meanwhile Raksha was truly a wher handler, just like she’d always intended to be.
There were a few pictures in her sketchbook that she was fond of, and yet the majority of those were ones that she couldn’t bear to look at.
It’s been a long time. Raksha didn’t seem to hear her, and so Serinth continued on speaking. (Or what could better be understood as rambling.) Do not miss them Mine, I’m here. I’m not going anywhere. Unless you want me to go somewhere, but I really hope that you’d come along too. I can’t really picture a me without a you. After a long pause, and a thoughtful sigh, the small queen added, Who’s Xiro?
What? Raksha asked, looking up the second she heard his name being spoken. Oh... Nothing Serinth. I mean, no one. Just... well, a someone. But a no one now. Just... was... had been, a someone... You know what I mean. Anyways, to food! Finally back on track, Raksha tucked her sketchbook safely away under her arm and looked to the entrance which would lead her down into the kitchens.
A someone who’s a no one? That doesn’t sound good Mine. I’m not sure how someone can be a no one. Because being alive, well, that makes you and I someone’s. But if we weren’t alive, wouldn’t we be no one’s? Are they no longer alive Mine? I’m sorry! I shouldn’t ask. I should know that it might hurt you Mine, and that would hurt us. I do not wish us to hurt.
Serinth, I-, Raksha began, trying to process where this conversation had even gone. Yes to us being someone’s. Yes to him being a someone. He’s not a no one... I don’t... I’m not sure actually. Yes, this is one of the hurty things we talked about Serinth, can we talk about something else?
Rask smells funny, the gold offered, and Raksha smacked her forehead with an open palm before giggling like a mad person. That’s because we have so much trouble getting him to bathe. Now, just sit tight, and I promise that you’ll have your food.
Bring food for yourself as well Mine! A healthy rider is a dragon!
No love, its-, she tried to correct, but decided to just let it be for now. I’ll be back soon. Serinth crooned, pleased that she’d have her best friend back very soon. She wasn’t at all aware of how needy she could be, but it’s not like her rider minded. Raksha rather enjoyed being needed by someone. There was no one left to need her. Rask practically took care of himself these days; meanwhile she hadn’t heard a peep from Chaska when she’d left the weyr. The canine must have known that her owner was safe, especially with Serinth watching over her.
Crossing the bowl to get to her destination, Raksha hoped that Serinth would be fed in time for her to return to greet the newcomer’s. She had really wanted to make a point of making everyone feel welcome here. People needed a home now that the plague was over, a home that could assure them that the death and loss was over, and that there was only brightness and pretty colors to look forward to. (Why she constantly referred to happiness as colorations was anyone’s guess.)
There is so many people Mine. There’ll be so many people here. Do you think we’ll make new friends? I mean, I’m sure they’ll like you RakshaMine.
There will be lots of people here. And don’t you mind them Serinth, they’re just obsessed with size is all. I think you’re perfect. I know you’re perfect, in fact.
Size? Oh... that. Well, I find that when you’re larger you fit less Mine. There’s just so few places to go, because the world seems so much smaller. But when you’re smaller, its bigger. And bigger is better, because they’re all focused on size-right?
That’s right my love. Raksha flashed Serinth a smirk over her shoulder, finally having wiped the oil off of her hands with a rag. She’d need sweetsand however, this stuff just had a knack for sticking. For life. The young junior wrinkled her nose up, clearly disgruntled by the predicament her hands had managed to get themselves into. Why did dragons need to be oiled so often? Well if Serinth is growing less, certainly she won’t need to be oiled as much as the other queens. Lucky for me.
Serinth had a faraway look on her face, and it was only when Raksha turned fully to pay further attention to the small gold that she noticed it. ”Something a matter?” she chuckled, looking almost like her old self. How nice it would be to be carefree once more.
Well... the gold trailed off, lowering her neck until her wedge-shaped head thudded onto her forepaws. Raksha knew by now when the gold was embarrassed. She didn’t have to say anything; it was all in her body language.
”Oh out with it my love. Come now,” the goldrider encouraged. She didn’t mind the work that it took to get her dragon to confront her with whatever it was that was on her mind. She herself knew how hard it could be to confess the bizarre things that rolled through her mind.
I might be hungry. But I feel selfish because you just had to oil me Mine. Really, I can wait. Or... or I can chew on the stone. Raksha could have sworn that the gold bore a goofy grin on her maw whilst she pretended to eat away at the rock bed.
”That sounds absolutely scrumptious. Why don’t I join you?” Raksha managed to sound serious enough to drag a whimper out of her gold. ”I’ll go get the meat chunks I stored away for you earlier!” she announced loudly. She clapped her hands together, took an enormous breath, and then spun on her heel, skipping through the weyr like she’d just happened upon a cove of treasure. After washing her hands of the icky mess of oil, she headed on out.
I’ll try not to get lonely, Serinth whispered. She shouldn’t have been surprised that her sadness caused Rask to burst from /between/ right above her. He was quite a fair bit like Her’s, just with zero sense. His slight overhang of pudge made a splorshing sound when he landed on her back, curling up as if he always slept there.
Continuing to skip all the way down to the Weyr bowl, there was little to no surprise that the weyrling had nabbed her sketchbook on the way out of her weyr. She held it tightly to her chest while she breathed in the fresh morning air. The bowl would soon be filled with dragonriders and weyrfolk. Not to mention dragons! Obviously the riders needed dragons to ride on, duh. She shook her head whilst stopping to flip through her sketchbook. She was so easily distracted, good thing she had Serinth to constantly remind her of what she should be doing. Either way, neither one of them saw themselves as a proper weyrwoman and gold pair. They still made jokes about it half of the time, Raksha claiming that Serinth was a green that had just rolled in too much sand, while Serinth claimed that Raksha had really thought she was attending a hatching for wher’s, not dragons. So, the overall conclusion? That Serinth was an oversized green wher who obviously got mistaken for a mini-gold due to all the sand meanwhile Raksha was truly a wher handler, just like she’d always intended to be.
There were a few pictures in her sketchbook that she was fond of, and yet the majority of those were ones that she couldn’t bear to look at.
It’s been a long time. Raksha didn’t seem to hear her, and so Serinth continued on speaking. (Or what could better be understood as rambling.) Do not miss them Mine, I’m here. I’m not going anywhere. Unless you want me to go somewhere, but I really hope that you’d come along too. I can’t really picture a me without a you. After a long pause, and a thoughtful sigh, the small queen added, Who’s Xiro?
What? Raksha asked, looking up the second she heard his name being spoken. Oh... Nothing Serinth. I mean, no one. Just... well, a someone. But a no one now. Just... was... had been, a someone... You know what I mean. Anyways, to food! Finally back on track, Raksha tucked her sketchbook safely away under her arm and looked to the entrance which would lead her down into the kitchens.
A someone who’s a no one? That doesn’t sound good Mine. I’m not sure how someone can be a no one. Because being alive, well, that makes you and I someone’s. But if we weren’t alive, wouldn’t we be no one’s? Are they no longer alive Mine? I’m sorry! I shouldn’t ask. I should know that it might hurt you Mine, and that would hurt us. I do not wish us to hurt.
Serinth, I-, Raksha began, trying to process where this conversation had even gone. Yes to us being someone’s. Yes to him being a someone. He’s not a no one... I don’t... I’m not sure actually. Yes, this is one of the hurty things we talked about Serinth, can we talk about something else?
Rask smells funny, the gold offered, and Raksha smacked her forehead with an open palm before giggling like a mad person. That’s because we have so much trouble getting him to bathe. Now, just sit tight, and I promise that you’ll have your food.
Bring food for yourself as well Mine! A healthy rider is a dragon!
No love, its-, she tried to correct, but decided to just let it be for now. I’ll be back soon. Serinth crooned, pleased that she’d have her best friend back very soon. She wasn’t at all aware of how needy she could be, but it’s not like her rider minded. Raksha rather enjoyed being needed by someone. There was no one left to need her. Rask practically took care of himself these days; meanwhile she hadn’t heard a peep from Chaska when she’d left the weyr. The canine must have known that her owner was safe, especially with Serinth watching over her.
Crossing the bowl to get to her destination, Raksha hoped that Serinth would be fed in time for her to return to greet the newcomer’s. She had really wanted to make a point of making everyone feel welcome here. People needed a home now that the plague was over, a home that could assure them that the death and loss was over, and that there was only brightness and pretty colors to look forward to. (Why she constantly referred to happiness as colorations was anyone’s guess.)